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18/3/08

2008-03-20T10:13:00.001-07:00

Haha long time never blog le...today can use com jiu post ba...HEHE anyway today the speech day is short period mann....after 1 rehearsal no more le i was wondering wa we bring so much then polish here and there onli 1 rehearsal....HAHA anyway my juniors that time was totally opposite of mi saying '' Yea lucky onli 1 training phew...now can dismiss e WoOT " ...Woa so disappointed los...Anyway know that my boys got improve can le so keep up the good work mann!!! After speech day training still gort aq training....actually dun feel like running de but still muz endur...the training was quite tough . . . imagine you climbing up a steep 89 degree mountain mann..... woa ...then after that no energy le ...anyway at night le tired le going to sleep le...HAHA pray for the band and that they could join in the syf again this year mann!!! come on BAND u all can do it de!!!

4/3/08

2008-03-04T08:21:00.001-08:00

Birthday

LoL..today is my b-dae, actually suppose to be a boring b-dae-->1stly i have school until 215 2ndly i have drill until 5 lastly i need to go tuition from 530 to 9pm!!! Woa liew my worse b-dae ever usually falls on sunday de but this year dunno why falls on tuesday But....The Outcome was my best b-dae ever!!! I didn't expect any1 to rmb my b-dae but when i went to sch all the people was like " Happy B-dae Cheng Wee 16 years old liao ar.." Woa that really shock me and thanks to my click and my classmate who has rmbed my b-dae and those outside my class people include the prefects, my mei and some1 else...All these doesn't really make the day a memorable until some1 gave mi a present!!! i shall nt mention who but i really appreciate it and wanna thank that person the most, its the most wonderful present regardless of its value..Anyway after tuition went with my mei, angel, jasmine k, dextor for a short dinner as i was hungry and i really have to thank them for their time and laughter so on...Also have to thank kelly who accompanied me to go tuition as we are making noisy sounds here and there together ...Today is really the most memorable b-dae for me athough my phone tio locked..HaHA anyway late night le time to go sleep ..FInal thanks to all especially some1...

4/3/08

2008-03-04T08:21:00.000-08:00

14/2/08

2008-02-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

-Valentine Day-

Srry for posting so late anyway that day was a wonderful day ever...HaHa i shall not say why as i have promised some1 not to say out wad happen but many things happen on that day all IN A DAY...One of them were the lost of my handphone, it really shocked me when i could nt find my phone and realised that i left it at mac....I was running all the way down praying hard that my handphone is found by some kind-hearted person and returned to the manager...Luckily the cleaner found it on time and deliver to the counter ...Phew wad a close shave anyway muz thx another person who helped mi to pray too thanks lots to that person.... HaHA shall end here

15/2/08

today i'm so angry and yet sad...something happen within mi and my close 1s and ya now have no more feeling to blog today HaHA srry..

12/2/08

2008-02-12T06:43:00.001-08:00

Haha today is just another day...having to sit in the same identical room and continue to study...today miss chan say gort two praises for our class, woa my class was like WOOT finally gort good comments mann haha after having to make so many teacher angry last year...LoL
Anyway after sch...study at canteen with joelynn and after that Yi lin...HAhA that was the time i know my probabilty is actually so lousy mann..but luckily manage to teach Yi lin a few of her a maths questions..HAHA so glad..if nt i 'o' level die le..LoL...today manage to fold some roses, actually i gort fold b4 de but den forgot le..woa suddenly feel so rusty mann..but at least now know how to fold le..HaHA...After that went with Yi lin and joelynn to heartland mall...den joelynn pai sei halfway but its ok...den join back with varian they all...Valentine coming le, a lot of people thinking of wad to give to friends as it could be counted as friendship day and their loves1 , especially varian mann doing some funny funny tricks..Anyway 2 more days to Valentine hope all the couples can enjoy by den!!!Yawns... gtg le HaHA nitezZz...

8/2/08

2008-02-07T22:46:00.000-08:00

-Chinese New Year-

Haix...Chinese New Year has been a bad event for me.....First stomach Weak again dden cannot eat all the delicious and tasty food....den contracted with Bad Flu....just finish using 1 box of tissue by the way..HAHA wao piang why must happen to me during cNy...Anyway chinese new year can get to wear nice clothings to visit C)OL mann...but the subj my relative talking is so Boring los....Bored unti wanna sleep HAHA anyway ytd went to see Kuang lan basketball movie with my family during 11pm...the show so funny lar MUZ go see wil laugh until ur throat out mann!!!!HAAH den for ytd srry for 1 person that slept b4 i reach home to chat with him/her haha den Happy Lunar B-dae to Hong Ying and Wish her all the Best in terms of studies and relationship HaHa..k i gtg sleep now le having really Bad Flu cannot take it anymore..HAHA so bye...

6/2/08

2008-02-06T06:56:00.001-08:00

-Happy CNY-

Today is de of chinese new year celebration...but when i see my class....wao liew all pontan de los we only have 5 to 6 rows of 2 during morning assembly....anyway was sitting with hong ying during the cNy celebration, playing here and there but always lose to her 1 ...UNFAIR..HAhA anyway hoped her injury would get better...LoL

Heres a message of the day,
Sometimes things are nt going smoothly like the ways u want
but you just have to accept it
Whether it is difficult and nt you still have to continue to live on
therefore we shoud just look forward and continue the journey
its no use looking back as it will just bring back the memories
it can't solve ur problem rather it will just worsen it
you will just fall back into the trap and stuck there again
is it worth it?
i know its difficult to forget and sometimes you will just breakdown
maybe it just require time but you cannot give up now!!!
i know said is easier than done
but without giving ur best shot you would never move on
i believe that 1 day there would be success as long as you continue to fight for it
So come on stand on ur feet and continue ur journey ba!!!

Sometimes feelings just came by suddenly,
YOu would nt know wat to do,
wat to say,
and how to express,
but no matter wat happens
ONCE A TRUE FRIEND WOULD FOREVER BE A TRUE FRIEND
nth can change the relationship.

HAHA these just came by by my heart , if gort any eng error do tell me den my eng can improve ma HAHA

ANyway Happy CNY to all de people down there:Wishing all of u a wonderful new born life!!!

6/2/08

2008-02-06T06:56:00.000-08:00

5/2/08

2008-02-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

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Today is a very special day for me..LoL dun ask me why cos its a secret..HaHA Clue: Its the day when i get to know abt some1 ...cannot say who but tt person should noe HAHa...Anyway today's lesson is veri boring and my eyes almost wanted to close but guess wat ...i tot of 'o' level den suddenly awake...amazing rite...lol dunnoe where the sudden reaction came from...and some1 has the same sianess as me haha so we keep on messaging.....Anyway went home and came to mac to study but due to some disturbance we were all talking non-stop abt other subj then in the end nv study much...-.- anyway at least today get to know some1 better...hmm its time i go catch some movie action in the tv....yawns...nitez

2/2/08

2008-02-02T06:00:00.000-08:00

HaHa Srry for nt been posting for the past few days due to Busyness and Nothingness to blog LoL Wad Kind of English i Had...

Anyway tt time i was waiting at the front gate for some1 while PLaying with the handphone....Out of the sudden the handphone suddenly fall from my hand and fall in the angle to the hole of the drain!!! Wao piang and my phone was like as slim as the hole!!! I was stunned for 3 to 4 sec but luckily it was o.000000000000000001 cm from not hiting the side of the hole and landed on the drain...i was like OMG thank GoD mann!!!Phew...It was really scary imagine ur hp drop down the drain and wash away by the water... Go home cry also nt enough los...HAHA that was 2 to 3 days ago....Anyway today had our BB orientation for sec 1s...it was a very fun day as i get to know abt the sec1s and played funny games like TOUCH ball when the goal keeper can use leg to kick!!!and using soccer ball for basketball...Wad Kind of game is TT? You ask mi i also dunnoe cos i just play with waad we had LoL...Anyway had fun all day long eating CHICKEn Wings that is flying around kicking the ball in all directions...HAHA den went for church service and today is the cell PHOTO taking!!! i was so excited mann havn't been taking a cell photo since a long time anyway i will post the photo in my blog next time..HEHE anyway tired le gtg rest so tt tmr can go swimming with SMArties Tang they all HAHA nitez..BUZZzzZZ

27/1/08

2008-01-26T21:58:00.000-08:00

Srry for not posting on 25th and 26th so now i continue from 25th jan!!!HAHA

25/1/08

Today is a special day for me as i'm having sec 1 orientation camp!!!and can skip the chinese test!!! Wo0ty....its the last time when we get to enjoy with the sec1s b4 our 'o' level starts....actually was thinking of nt going due to my leg problem but still came to a decision of coming cos if i nv go, i would miss out all the fun and so on and regret and wat more the polar bears in class 1e HAHA....The camp fire night wad great as different classes showed their wonderful performance at the stage.....I can say class 1E has did a great job although i didn't get to perform with them and i would forget tt class forever....Overall get to enjoy all the performace and know more abt the bears in 1E....but mani things happen here and there unexpectedly during the night like rashes starts to spread all around from 1 person mutiply to mani......i was afraid that things might get worse so i decided to pray thankfully although a lot of people were involved, almost all were healed after the night...HAHA i really miss the class a lot...

26/1/08

it was a very Very VEry VERy VERY tired day for me as i didn't really slept well the night b4 but it was the break camp day....Natural instinct is ''Woot finally the camp is over can go home sleep le'' but it was nt the feeling that i felt in fact i was hoping tt the camp could last longer so tt i can enjoy more fun with the sec 1s ..HAHA anyway luckily rmb to take a class photo at the end PHEW...Such a close shave HAHA ....After that went lunch with the BB Boys and decided to go church ltr on with them but.....i went home at 2.30 and slept due to the tiredness and when i wake up, it was already 8pm!!! oh mann i miss the enitre whole service!!!I was feeling very guilty of nt going and missing out the fun as well as the words....I should have put a alarm clock or sth...but wads over has been over....Anyway slept at 10.30 again due to tiredness again....

27/1/08
Today is just another boring day after the sec1 orientation ..even now i still miss the sec1s.....Anyway should be posting the rest ltr ..gtg BYe!!!

24/1/08

2008-01-24T02:46:00.000-08:00

The getting of 'o'Level results

Woa today is a happy or rather sad day as i get to witness my seniors getting their 'o'level results...Met them at the canteen b4 they get get their 'o' level results...they were all very nervous and scared some even cried b4 they get their results...some were even praying here and there for their results...This make mi think of next year when its my turn to get 'o' level results..anyway help to comfort them tt they will overcome this fear...When we reached the hall, we were all nervous excited can't wait to see who gets the top this year and the principle's long speech has make us even more nervous as all of them can't wait to get their results after the speech...HAHA anyway within my expectation, joel liew my senior get the top 2nd position for the 'o'level with a point of 10-->R1R5 WOW so good los Good luck for ur studies in JC ..HAHA anyway after seeing all those people getting their results, it has really encourage me to study now or i will end up no where...So yea gtg now..BYe Open song:graduation song

22/1/08

2008-01-23T04:29:00.000-08:00

Today is the sec 1 orientation rehearsal final...and to me it was a a very bad day....My leg suddenly hurts as my muscles starts to pull and the pain was like the suffering in hell....Lucky thx to the prefects like weihao, kelly, varian, rachel, jonathan and etc which helps me along the way...I was carried to the general office by a stretcher which i felt was unstable but looking at the anxious face of my friends i suddenly felt the FRIENDSHIP POWER which overwhelmed me at that moment...Another Thx to the people who took care of me when i in sick bay....B4 that pain happen i was veri sad for a reason which i dunno how to bring it about and knew that de problem was unsolvable so i decided not to say anything...Srry Guys could nt tell you all....When the time is right i will say it out....MY heart was feeling pain tt time and tears started to roll down my cheeks as i cannot control anymore although many poeple said tt i'm a STRONG man who hardly cry....Thx for the people councilling me at tt moment.....Anyway my english nt bad huh ...HAHA still can laugh so dun worry i will try to solve my problem as soon as possible ...Final thx for the people tt have been worrying for me..HAHA anyway jsut started posting and updating my blog so this is counted as my first post of the updated..HAHA Anyway forgot to thank some1 who have been helping to council mi through the night HAHA thx anyway
23/1/08
Srry for tt late post that i post it today instead of ytd...Anyway today thx for the people who carry mi here and there instead of doing their own things..HAHA anyway i have thought through the problem and was going to be solved soon enough so dun worry....ANyway my blog would offically start tmr so come tag along in my blog and give mi ur links to each of ur blogs...haha
Anyway tired now gtg soon tmr the people getting their '0' level results le so FAST mann time flies and i very anxious to see their results ..HAHA bye....NItez

22/12/2007

2007-12-26T00:28:00.000-08:00

Concert night!!!

The christmas party ended today and went back home to have some rest. After that went for the concert thingy at singapore conference hall!!! HaHa It was kinda enjoyable listening to many pieces they played and can see that they have trained long enough..HaHa Keep it up BANDSters-Yilin well done 2!!!
Haha that day i wore very formally with my tie on all the things on like going for wedding like that Haha i MEt kelly and his cousin and bee geok they all in the concert 2~After that went for some supper at kovan mac with aolysius they all and guess wad we saw kelly, rachel, keeteck they all 2...It was like it was such a small world!!! HAAh What was the most sway thing is that i miss the last bus of the journey to my house!!! OmG but thanks to aloysius who take cab back and i hop it with him HAHa It was a close shave!!! Anyway reached home at 1 plus 2 plus le and it time i go for sleep after a tired day buaiiz!!!

21/12/2007

2007-12-26T00:13:00.000-08:00

Christmas party!!!(BoyS'Brigade)

Today i went for my CCA 's Christmas party and it was very fun!!! LAst christmas i kana a SuPeR DuPeR Rare Globe ( our company traditional globe which has been reuse for the past three years)HaHA kinda sway tt time but this time i got other people to be kanaed!!! HAHA We had our sec 4 and a few that graduated to come back and join us!!! LoLs The most exciting part was the exchanging of present!!! i KaNA a nice clock that can change colour and i was hoping that no 1 was exchange back my present but luckily i got it!! HaHA We Had christmas caroling and even called 1 of the officers to teach mi guitar HaHa it was kinda fun and i know 6 christmas SONGS le!!! HAHA That was a wondeful christmas i EvEr HAd!!!

19/12/2007

2007-12-19T18:02:00.000-08:00

EnD of Student leader Camp

IT was another camp that i had and it was very exciting and fun camp too!!! I was a faciliators and i got the best male faciliators without really knowing why i would get it when there are other PROS around...HaHa anyway i got to know a group of interesting people which would work together next year for the sec 1 orientation... HaHa The group consist of crazy, noisy, quiet, funny, lazy kind of people..It was kind of interesting to have people of so many quality haha although our group was quiet, but when it comes to work we can really cooperate together. The camp starts from 17 of dec , how i wish it could be longer so that i could bond with my group even more..LOL I can say that our group has done thier best in the talent night section although it was not really well done but kepp it up mann!!! Today its the last day of the camp i kind of cannot bear to part away from my group members haha hope that our group would work together well next year and be more enegetic hehe. Today i have also decide to train 1 of my group members. Hope that she would not be quiet again and overcome the fear of darkness. HaHA hope to work well with her too!!!!
ZzZzZz Mann getting sleepy le....Its time for my sweet dream time Haha ...

10/12/2007

2007-12-10T20:57:00.000-08:00

End of church camp!!!

Yea!!!This is the first time i blogging!!!Lol ...Anyway just finish RAIN camp which is a church camp...it was very inspiring and fun camp. I get to know a lot of people that i do no know and my group was name ''HUJANS'' which means rain in Malay!!! My group members are Francesca, Cherilyn, Ching Yee, Ming Jun, Ben Neo, Isaac Tan, Isaac Lye, Justina, Jason, Isabelle, Jeremy, Rasmus, Joel Chia ...Yea!!! I can say that they are the best team i have known although sometimes like what ching yee has said we become stone but we stone together!!! HA HA This rain camp has really change my life and i could felt the god's presence and that was very amazing feeling ever!!! Today is the last day of the camp and i can't bear to part off with my members...But I hope i can still have a contact with them even though we are far apart. I'm also happy for ming jun who has just accepted Christ on the 9/12/07!!!which is on the Sunday. I also pray that for the two person that are so called forced to come that they would accept Christ one day and that they would join us on youth ablaze and receive great gifts from our heavenly father. The night before today, me, joel liew, elias, kee loke, has stayed overnight to play poker...We have created a very stupid game that i always lose and have to eat a small piece of curry bun!!!Mann and drank bottle of drink...But overall we have great fun together and slept at 5 plus. This is one of the best camp i have ever been, knowing great friends having fun...LoL i can say that sometimes i'm quite shy that i do not have the courage to talk to them but i would improve on more on it.
After the camp i went home and slept until 4 plus and i went to gym with kelvin. I was shock that my weight was 63.5!!! WoW never expect that...Ha Ha anyway we have fun there doing different kinds of machine and watching MACHO man carrying weight all these.. HA AH yUp!!!

Today has bought back a smile on my face!!!